I want to fulfill Victor’s wishes by killing the creature because he is one of my only true and close friends. I want to make him happy because he was there for me when I wanted and needed a true friend. When I see the creature standing over victor a lot is running through my head. I don’t know what to think or do. The creature is feeling sad and bad about Victor’s death. But I feel as if he shouldn’t be feeling bad what so ever now because he is the one that caused Victors death in the first place. The creature has no right to feel bad or guilty. He treated Victor badly and caused this to happen so why should he just be killed and taken out of him pain and misery of hurting Victor and treating him badly. So decide not to kill him and just let him go and let him live with himself knowing Victor is dead and knowing that he is responsible for his death and how he can’t bring him back to treat him any better. The creature jumps off the boat on to an ice berg and he’s on his way alone to suffer and die knowing he did wrong by treating Victor the way he did. He floats off to the shore and he just stands there and stares at the boat. No one knows where he is or what is doing now. He just disappeared after that day. I think the create may have ran off and killed himself from the guilt of how badly and horribly he treated Victor. And now since Victor is dead he is regreting ever putting Victor through all the stress and agony and took his own life.

My reasoning for telling my father that I feel guilty about all these deaths is because I do and it is eating me alive to know that I am the one who caused them. I made the creature and he is the one who decided to go and kill the innocent people. All though I did tell him I felt like I was reliable for these deaths I didn’t explain to him why. I guess I just assumed that he knew and didn’t need to be told why. I mean my father already was thinking I was going crazy and that I was in the right state of mind and that’s why he may have thought that I was saying this. I think Elizabeth Is questioning me and thinking that I’m not being loyal is because I’m so stressed out about the whole creature situation and making him a mate and about the deaths. It has just torn me apart knowing I’m the one who caused all this when all I was trying to do was make my wish come true of bringing back the dead. I tell her I am not being disloyal I and committed to her and only her she brings the joy to my life. I plan to have her be reassured when we are finally married. Even though I told her she is what brings the joy into my life I still feel she will be reassured when we are finally husband and wife. My plan to stop the creature from continuing on with killing people is simply to kill him. To take his life away so that he will stop harming people and won’t have the chance to harm me or my family.

My creature wants a mate; he wants someone that's his kind so he isn't feeling so alone. I start to think about it and at first I wasn't going to make him a mate but then I start to listen to his story and changed my mind. My feelings about this project and making him a female creature mate is very unsure at this point. He promises to leave every one alone if he has a mate or has a female creature friend. But then again I’m worried what if they get into a fight or get mad at each other and then he starts to harm people again and scare them. It could just make all matters worse than they already are. Well I decide to make her, I start on this very risky project and my mind is still thinking hard about it. Then I start getting all these bad ideas in my head about them pairing. What if they don’t like each other? What if they don’t get along? Or what if they fight all the time or try to kill each other!? My mind just keeps running and running with “what If’s” and I can’t stop worrying about it. Because if they don’t get along they both could start to harm people and that’s the whole reason im making her is so he leaves everyone alone but it also could back fire and make matter much much worse. With me being so worried and my mind not being able to stop thinking about all the “what ifs” I had decided to stop making him his female creature and to destroy the work I had made. I was too worried and scared that making her could harm more people and just make things so much worse.