I want to fulfill Victor’s wishes by killing the creature because he is one of my only true and close friends. I want to make him happy because he was there for me when I wanted and needed a true friend. When I see the creature standing over victor a lot is running through my head. I don’t know what to think or do. The creature is feeling sad and bad about Victor’s death. But I feel as if he shouldn’t be feeling bad what so ever now because he is the one that caused Victors death in the first place. The creature has no right to feel bad or guilty. He treated Victor badly and caused this to happen so why should he just be killed and taken out of him pain and misery of hurting Victor and treating him badly. So decide not to kill him and just let him go and let him live with himself knowing Victor is dead and knowing that he is responsible for his death and how he can’t bring him back to treat him any better. The creature jumps off the boat on to an ice berg and he’s on his way alone to suffer and die knowing he did wrong by treating Victor the way he did. He floats off to the shore and he just stands there and stares at the boat. No one knows where he is or what is doing now. He just disappeared after that day. I think the create may have ran off and killed himself from the guilt of how badly and horribly he treated Victor. And now since Victor is dead he is regreting ever putting Victor through all the stress and agony and took his own life.

My reasoning for telling my father that I feel guilty about all these deaths is because I do and it is eating me alive to know that I am the one who caused them. I made the creature and he is the one who decided to go and kill the innocent people. All though I did tell him I felt like I was reliable for these deaths I didn’t explain to him why. I guess I just assumed that he knew and didn’t need to be told why. I mean my father already was thinking I was going crazy and that I was in the right state of mind and that’s why he may have thought that I was saying this. I think Elizabeth Is questioning me and thinking that I’m not being loyal is because I’m so stressed out about the whole creature situation and making him a mate and about the deaths. It has just torn me apart knowing I’m the one who caused all this when all I was trying to do was make my wish come true of bringing back the dead. I tell her I am not being disloyal I and committed to her and only her she brings the joy to my life. I plan to have her be reassured when we are finally married. Even though I told her she is what brings the joy into my life I still feel she will be reassured when we are finally husband and wife. My plan to stop the creature from continuing on with killing people is simply to kill him. To take his life away so that he will stop harming people and won’t have the chance to harm me or my family.

My creature wants a mate; he wants someone that's his kind so he isn't feeling so alone. I start to think about it and at first I wasn't going to make him a mate but then I start to listen to his story and changed my mind. My feelings about this project and making him a female creature mate is very unsure at this point. He promises to leave every one alone if he has a mate or has a female creature friend. But then again I’m worried what if they get into a fight or get mad at each other and then he starts to harm people again and scare them. It could just make all matters worse than they already are. Well I decide to make her, I start on this very risky project and my mind is still thinking hard about it. Then I start getting all these bad ideas in my head about them pairing. What if they don’t like each other? What if they don’t get along? Or what if they fight all the time or try to kill each other!? My mind just keeps running and running with “what If’s” and I can’t stop worrying about it. Because if they don’t get along they both could start to harm people and that’s the whole reason im making her is so he leaves everyone alone but it also could back fire and make matter much much worse. With me being so worried and my mind not being able to stop thinking about all the “what ifs” I had decided to stop making him his female creature and to destroy the work I had made. I was too worried and scared that making her could harm more people and just make things so much worse.

From what I can see and what I know is that my creature has basically learned a lot from the poor family. He learned how to read, write, and the meanings of things. He learned over all how to live. He watched them and seeing what they did day in and day out he started to do his own thing like they were. He taught himself how to read and write once he saw what it was. He realizes how he should be taking care of himself like they were. When he reads the story Paradise lost he learns about Adam and his life. Adam was made to be the first one on earth. God made him so god was his creator. Once my monster had read the book Paradise Lost he realizes that he and Adam relate because they are both creatures that are made and both are out casts in the world. He then realizes when Adam asks for a mate because he feels like an outcast he starts to think and he knows he’s an outcast. So then my monster himself decides to ask me to make him a mate. Make him another one of his kind so is he isn’t so lonely and the only one. So he isn’t an outcast any more. My first reaction to him wanting another companion and another mate is no. I said no right from the jump. I had already made one monster and raised the dead I wasn’t making another! but then he asked me to just listen to his reasoning and his story please. So I did. I wasnt going to be mean an not at least listen to his reasoning. He went on to tell me why he wanted a mate. He said he wanted a mate so that he could be like Adam and didn't have to be alone. So he didn't have to be an out cast anymore and didn't feel so alone in life.

As soon as the monster took his first breathe is was very crucial and disgusting. I didn't know what to think. It took my breathe away knowing that he was alive, that this dead monster was alive! When the monster had left the apartment i was almost happy and relived to know that he was gone because i never knew his next move. Then once i was starting to hear about all these death and murders i was starting to second guess myself if him being gone was a good and safe thing. Then when i once heard the William had been murdered i knew there was nothing but bad going on with i'm being gone. When i say thrice accused, i mean the murder was put on some one who did not cause or have anything to do with the murder. The murder was put on Justice and she was killed and hanged because of it, when i knew the truth. I knew that i myself was the true murder and the true reason why William had been killed. It was never Justice it was the monster. The monster i had created with my own two hands. That's the scary thing to thing that i was the cause to two peoples deaths all because of this monster. The one and only way i feel i can stop people from being murdered by this monster i created is to kill him, to murder him himself and take him out of this world back to the dead where he belongs. These innocent people do not belong i the dead.

I come from a very out going and loving family. My family likes to travel  a lot and go to explore new places across the world. We were always going somewhere to travel see new things in the world. We went to Italy on an trip where my mother found Elizabeth and she fell in love with her, finding out she didn't have a very nice or good back ground she wanted to take her in. She told my father that she had a surprise for him and he was very happy that we now have Elizabeth in our family. I grew close to her once she became my "sister". My parents hoped that one day her and i would be a couple who gets married. As life went and and me being interesting in everything my interest for alchemy was a lot more strong than it had ever been before. So i started to look in to it and study it I was very interested in every aspect about it. I love everything about it. I then went on to college to study what i love and thrived for, alchemy. I went deeper in to study it and looking into books about it. It then told that's what i wanted to do, i wanted to bring back the dead. Once i then realized this i it brought me a passage to life because once i brought back the monster to life i had power over the dead to come back to life. It felt great to be able to know that me, myself has the power to bring the dead back to life! I want to be able to bring back the dead and be the man that has the power to do so.

I am chasing the monster that I have been trying to hunt down and find. Trying to find him and chasing him has brought me to the arctic with my dogs pulling me on the sled to find him. Eventually my dogs thin out and I only have one poor dog left to pull me. I come across this ship in the arctic. I stop and talk to the men on the ship, I first met Captain Robert Walton. They were all really nice men but the Captain seemed to be most concerned about me and my well being. I was not going to aboard the ship with them but they all finally talked me in to it. I realized it would be a safer bet to travel with them on their ship. I also liked Robert Walton so much because he was looking for a loyal and trusting friend so he was attentive and willing to listen. I then found once him and I became friends that he might travel the same path i'm going. Once on the ship all I could think about was the monster. I couldn't get it off my mind. Me and the Captain become more comfortable with one another and he was the only one I really felt I could talk to about it. So I decide to tell him why I am in the arctic and what i'm chasing and trying to hunt down.